1 00:00:00,000 --> 00:00:07,180 İzlediğiniz içinowiące normal church DY Divine Radio 30ś 2 00:00:09,600 --> 00:00:12,800 videonunlağu zaman kadar geliyordu. 3 00:00:14,080 --> 00:00:19,260 Android manyinsonla insanların bir için çatıdkıyığı anada geliyordu. 4 00:00:19,940 --> 00:00:27,520 İzlediğiniz için büyük bir defa 5 00:00:27,520 --> 00:00:31,000 As a youngster, I had some doubts about the Christian theology, 6 00:00:31,000 --> 00:00:32,600 for example, about the Trinity, 7 00:00:32,600 --> 00:00:35,240 because sometimes it was kind of confusing. 8 00:00:35,240 --> 00:00:37,880 If you were praying, are we praying to Jesus Christ? 9 00:00:37,880 --> 00:00:39,320 Are we praying to God the Father? 10 00:00:39,320 --> 00:00:41,600 Are we praying to the Holy Spirit? 11 00:00:41,600 --> 00:00:42,720 I didn't know in a way. 12 00:00:42,720 --> 00:00:45,240 I made a comparison between the concept of God 13 00:00:45,240 --> 00:00:46,960 in Christianity and in Islam. 14 00:00:46,960 --> 00:00:48,040 And in the end, I thought, 15 00:00:48,040 --> 00:00:49,920 well, it's a little bit more logical 16 00:00:49,920 --> 00:00:51,240 what the Muslims believe 17 00:00:51,240 --> 00:00:53,760 than what the Christians believe on this concept of God. 18 00:00:53,760 --> 00:00:55,280 Reading the books from the Muslims, 19 00:00:55,280 --> 00:00:58,920 it was for the first time that I saw Muhammad as a father 20 00:00:58,920 --> 00:01:02,400 and as a friend and a teacher and a statesman. 21 00:01:02,400 --> 00:01:06,720 And the only thing I knew before was he was a warlord. 22 00:01:06,720 --> 00:01:07,880 He was the antichrist. 23 00:01:07,880 --> 00:01:10,240 He was the most horrible person on this earth. 24 00:01:10,240 --> 00:01:12,720 But now while writing and reading, 25 00:01:12,720 --> 00:01:15,220 I discovered this new person almost. 26 00:01:15,220 --> 00:01:17,000 And it sounds a little bit crazy, 27 00:01:17,000 --> 00:01:19,740 but I almost fell in love with the character 28 00:01:19,740 --> 00:01:23,180 and all the things that come with the teachings. 29 00:01:23,180 --> 00:01:26,060 I got convinced of his character, of his prophethood. 30 00:01:26,060 --> 00:01:27,220 And then I thought to myself, 31 00:01:27,220 --> 00:01:29,380 well, of course, if I say there is just one God 32 00:01:29,380 --> 00:01:31,020 and he is his messenger, 33 00:01:31,020 --> 00:01:33,460 that is practically Shahada, of course. 34 00:01:33,460 --> 00:01:35,420 And I thought to myself, I don't want to be a Muslim. 35 00:01:35,420 --> 00:01:37,300 So, and I put the books away 36 00:01:37,300 --> 00:01:39,100 and it sounded a little bit like a fairy tale, 37 00:01:39,100 --> 00:01:42,620 but it really happened that a lot of books fell from my shelf. 38 00:01:42,620 --> 00:01:45,140 And one of the books that fell off was the Quran. 39 00:01:45,140 --> 00:01:50,940 And when I picked it up, my thumb was on Surah 22, Ayat 46. 40 00:01:50,940 --> 00:01:52,300 And it says in the translation, 41 00:01:52,300 --> 00:01:54,860 it's not the eyes that are blind, but the hearts. 42 00:01:54,860 --> 00:01:57,460 And I thought to myself, yeah, that really is my problem. 43 00:01:57,460 --> 00:01:59,540 And then I did like a little dua. 44 00:01:59,540 --> 00:02:02,220 Just Lord, I don't care if God of the Christians 45 00:02:02,220 --> 00:02:03,800 or the Muslims, just give me a sign. 46 00:02:03,800 --> 00:02:07,140 So I'm 100% sure that this is the way. 47 00:02:07,140 --> 00:02:09,920 But the next morning I woke up and I was very secure. 48 00:02:09,920 --> 00:02:11,640 And all the doubts that I had were gone. 49 00:02:11,640 --> 00:02:13,640 And I told my wife, I'll think.